yesterdays not good enough.

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2008-12-31T19:41:00.002+11:00

I CANT BELIEVE ITS ALREADY 2009,

I REMEMBER WHEN IT WAS THAT YEAR,
THOSE DAYS IN THAT YEAR WHEN I WENT TO SLEEP KNOWING HE WAS THERE
WHEN I FELL ASLEEP HEARING HIS VOICE
WHEN I FELL ASLEEP LISTENING TO HIM SING

I MISS THOSE DAYS, I REALLY DO,

BUT I DO THANK HIM FOR THE MEMORES
I THANK HIM FOR LOVING ME UNCONDITIONALLY

AND I APOLOGISE, I REALLY DO,

FOR HURTING HIM SO BAD,
FOR TAKING HIM FOR GRANTED,

I HOPE YOU'LL FIND HAPPINESS
AND IM SORRY,

IM SORRY I LOVE YOU. ♥

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2008-12-23T10:28:00.001+11:00

YEAH, I MOVED ON,
BUT I DONT KNOW HOW,
I CAME BACK, I WENT BACK,
BACK TO MISSING YOU,
BACK TO LOVING YOU.

AND I WONDER, I WONDER WHAT HES DOING NOW,
MAYBE HES THINKING ABOUT ALL THE MEMORIES WE HAD,
MAYBE HES MISSING ME TOO
MAYBE HE FORGAVE ME,

BUT THATS JUST MAYBE.

'PLEASE JUST DONT PLAY WITH ME,
MY PAPER HEART WILL BLEED'

BUT MY PAPER HEART ALREADY TORE IN HALF

HE REALLY IS GONE,

BUT I JUST WANT TO LET HIM KNOW,

YES DEAR, I LOVE YOU, I DO.

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2008-09-23T16:33:00.003+10:00

YOU'RE MAKING IT SO MUCH HARDER,
AND YOU KNOW IT.
IS IT SOME GAME YOU'RE TRYING TO PLAY?
ARE YOU DOING IT ON PURPOSE,
TO MAKE ME FEEL SO MUCH WORSE FOR WHAT I DID TO YOU?

BUT ITS OK, IM GETTING THERE,
AT TIMES WHEN I EXPECT MYSELF TO THINK OF YOU,
I DONT.
YOU SEE, YOU'RE SLOWLY FADING.
SO PLEASE, HELP ME FORGET YOU.

____

2008-09-06T12:50:00.004+10:00

CAUSE I BELIEVE
那幸福不滅的定律
你的手心不一定要由我握緊
就像恆星
總會有發光的原因
AND I BELIEVE
你值得被珍惜
也值得我放棄

CAUSE I BELIEVE
THAT HAPPINESS DOESNT HAVE AN ENDING,
I DONT HAVE TO BE THE ONLY ONE TO HOLD YOUR HAND,
JUST LIKE A STAR,
THERES ALWAYS A REASON TO SHINE.
AND I BELIEVE
YOU DESERVE TO BE CHERISHED
AND WORTH ME GIVING UP.

-CAUSE I BELIEVE- 罗志祥

_________________________

AND IM FINDING HARD TO FORGET ABOUT US,
I NEED A REASON TO GIVE YOU UP,
SO BABY TELL ME, TELL ME YOU'VE FORGOTTEN
AND HELP ME LET GO.

_______________________

ALSDJKFLSKDF CAMP ON MONDAY!

HANKYUNG <33

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2008-08-17T15:53:00.000+10:00

我的眼终于失去你的脸

明天或许来不及变
但曾经走过的昨天
越来越远

就在放开手的瞬间爱撕成两边

MY EYES HAVE FINALLY LOST SIGHT OF YOUR FACE.

TOMORROW MAY BE TOO LATE TO CHANGE,
BUT THE YESTERDAY THAT WE WALKED TOGETHER
IS BECOMING FURTHER AND FURTHER AWAY.

THE MOMENT WE LET GO OUR HANDS
THE LOVE WE HAD WAS SPLIT IN TWO.

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THE YESTERDAY THAT WE SHARED REALLY IS GROWING
FURTHER AND FURTHER AWAY.
ITS SO FAR AWAY NOW THAT I BARELY REMEMBER,
BARELY REMEMBER THOSE DAYS WHEN
ALL I NEEDED WAS YOU TO MAKE MY DAY,
WHEN YOU WOULD DO EVERYTHING I LIKED JUST TO MAKE ME SMILE.

BUT I REMEMBER CLEARLY THE DAYS WHEN I PUSHED YOU AWAY
THE DAYS WHEN I IGNORED YOU,
I REMEMBER HOW I TORE YOU TO PIECES.
AND SO NOW I HOPE THE NEXT GIRL YOU FIND
WILL USE HER LOVE TO MEND YOU BACK.
AND IM SORRY, REALLY IM SORRY.

IM SORRY I LOVE YOU.

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2008-07-25T20:18:00.006+10:00

미안하다, 사랑한다◦

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IM SORRY OKAY, IM SO FUCKING SORRY

THAT IM NOT EVERYTHING I USED TO BE,

THAT THE THINGS YOU USED TO SEE IN ME

DONT EXIST ANYMORE.

IM SORRY, I FUCKING LOVE YOU.

YES, I KNOW I TOLD YOU I DIDNT WANT YOU,

BUT I STILL WANT YOU, I STILL NEED YOU.

ALTHOUGH NOW, THE THOUGHTS OF YOU ARE SLOWLY FADING.

WHEN I LOOK AROUND, I GET REMINDED OF YOU.

THE KEYCHAINS ON MY PHONE; THE TOY ON MY BED;

THE SHOES; THE SHIRT; YOUR CONSTANT APPEARANCE.

BUT REALLY THE MEMORIES WE HAD ARE FADED.

BECAUSE WE'RE NOTHING.

________________________

HANKYUNG EUNHYUK

ILOVEHANKYUNGSOFUCKINGMUCH<3
BUT EUNHYUK IS COMING NEAR.

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2008-07-20T18:00:00.000+10:00

'ONCE YOU SAID THAT I WAS YOUR FAVOURITE,
BUT IS IT JUST LIKE ON YOUR COMPUTER,
AM I JUST ANOTHER ONE OF YOUR 'MY FAVOURTIES'
IF YOU LIKE THEN YOU'D KEEP IT,
BUT IF YOU DONT THEN YOU'D DELETE IT?'

NOW DEAR, LET ME ASK YOU.

DID YOU DELETE ME ALREADY?

X__________________________
OPPOSITE WAY- LEELAND

LIVING IN THE SAME TOWN
FOR ALL THESE YEARS
DOING THE SAME OLD THINGS
HANGING WITH THE SAME CROWD
AND ITS STARTING TO GET CRIPPLING
YOU'VE NEVER FELT IN PLACE
AND YOU TELL YOURSELF ITS ALL OKAY
BUT SOMETHINGS DIFFERENT TODAY
YOU WANT TO RUN THE OPPOSITE WAY.

AND IT SEEMS LIKE YOU'RE LOCKED IN A CAGE
AND YOU NEED TO FIND A WAY OF ESCAPE
WHEN EVERYONES SETTING THE PACE
ITS OKAY TO RUN THE OPPOSITE WAY.

THE FATHER SENT HIS SON DOWN
THE LIGHT OF MEN
THE CROSS HE BORE WAS CRIPPLING
REJECTED IN HIS OWN TOWN
THEY COULDNT SEE THE SUN SHINING
HE KNELT IN THE GARDEN AND PRAYED
FATHER, LET THIS CUP PASS FROM ME.
ITS NOT YOUR WILL FOR ME TO STAY
YOUR WILL FOR ME IS THE OPPOSITE WAY.

AND IT SEEMED LIKE HE WAS LOCKED IN A CAGE.
AND HE COULDNT FIND A WAY OF ESCAPE
BUT THROUGH THE CROSS HE CONQUERED THE GRAVE
MY JESUS RAN THE OPPOSITE WAY.

OH AND THROUGH THE CROSS HE CONQUERED THE GRAVE
OH, HE RAN THE OPPOSITE WAY.
YEAH THROUGH THE CROSS HE CONQUERED THE GRAVE
SO YOU COULD RUN THE OPPOSITE WAY.
_________X

ALSKDJFL;FUCKLASKDF
I JUST MISSED AN SJ-M THING ON TV.

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2008-07-14T12:25:00.002+10:00

TEARS OF THE SAINTS.

THERE ARE TEARS FROM THE SAINTS
FOR THE LOST AND UNSAVED
WE'RE CRYING FOR THEM COME BACK HOME
WE'RE CRYING FOR THEM COME BACK HOME
AND ALL YOUR CHILDREN WILL STRETCH OUT THEIR HANDS
AND PICK UP THE CRIPPLED MAN
FATHER, WE WILL LEAD THEM HOME
FATHER, WE WILL LEAD THEM HOME

YES YOU HAVE.

YOU'VE STOLEN MY HEART
YES, YOU HAVE
YOU'VE STOLEN MY HEART
YES, YOU HAVE
YOU'VE WIPED AWAY THE STAINS
AND BROKE AWAY THE CHAINS
YES, YOU HAVE

WITH YOUR LOVE YOU SET ME FREE
THREE NAILS GAVE ME LIBERTY
SO I'LL SING YOUR PRAISE MY GOD,
OH, WITH YOUR LOVE YOU FORGAVE MY SIN
FORGOT MY PAST AND BROUGHT ME BACK AGAIN
SO I'LL SING YOUR PRAISE
I'LL SING YOUR PRAISE, YEAH.

♥LEELAND.

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HILLSONG CONFERENCE WAS AWSOME (Y)
________

& SO ILL SMILE POLITELY AND
PRETEND THAT NOTHINGS WRONG.
BECAUSE REALLY, IM TIRED OF
WISHING, HOPING, AND DREAMING THAT YOU'LL COME BACK.
AND IVE LEARNT FROM MY MISTAKES NOW.
SO YES, I BELIEVE WHAT YOU BELIEVE IN NOW,
ITS REALLY OVER.

________

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2008-07-05T21:41:00.001+10:00

THE NEW YOU.

IT ONLY OCCURED TO ME TODAY,
THAT THE YOU NOW ISNT THE SAME YOU I KNEW BEFORE.
THIS YOU NOW ISNT THE YOU WHO LOVES ME.
IS IT THAT YOU HATE ME SO MUCH THAT YOU CANT TALK TO ME?
THAT YOU DONT EVEN WANT TO TURN AROUND
TO LOOK AT ME AND SMILE?

HAVE I REALLY LOST MY PLACE IN YOUR HEART,
IS IT REALLY OVER,
IS IT REALLY TIME TO LET GO,
AM I REALLY NOTHING SPECIAL?

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2008-07-01T21:00:00.002+10:00

TELL ME, TELL ME.

WHY CANT YOU LET ME IN ON WHATS GOING ON IN YOUR MIND,
WHAT YOU'RE THINKING OF.
DO YOU MISS WHAT WE HAD?
DO YOU HATE ME NOW?
DO YOU STILL REMEMBER ME?

AFTER GOING AROUND IN ONE BIG CIRCLE,
I'VE STILL COME BACK TO YOU.
SO NOW, IM ASKING YOU TO COME BACK, PLEASE?
YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I WANT YOU, YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I NEED YOU.
SO WHY, WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME, ON PURPOSE.

BECAUSE I MISS WHAT WE HAD,
I LOVE YOU,
AND I STILL REMEMBER YOU.

X

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2008-06-24T20:11:00.004+10:00

TODAY, TODAY, ITS ALL OR NOTHING.

I THINK IF YOU DONT GIVE YOURSELF HOPE, YOU WONT BE DISAPPOINTED.
UNFORTUNATELY, I HAVE FORGOTTEN THIS, AND MAYBE IVE LET MYSELF BELIEVE THERE WAS STILL HOPE, AND NOW, THE AMOUNT OF DISAPPOINTMENT THAT WASHES OVER ME IS MORE THAN TWICE THE AMOUNT OF HOPE I THOUGHT I HAD.
I WISH, I WANT, I NEED TO SEE YOU, I NEED TO MAKE YOU NOTICE ME, CAUSE BABY I NEED YOU, BUT I CAN ONLY WATCH YOU FROM A DISTANCE BECAUSE I KNOW, THAT YOU DONT WANT ME ANYMORE, BECAUSE YOU HATE ME, BECAUSE YOU DONT CARE ABOUT ME ANYMORE.

x

everywhere.

2008-06-19T20:02:00.003+10:00

I DONT REMEMBER WHEN IT WAS FROM
THAT I STARTED TO KEEP THINKING ABOUT YOU.
THE THOUGHTS WOULD APPEAR TWICE
THEY KEPT EXPANDING AND I FELT ABIT SURPRISED
I KEPT THINKING TO MYSELF THAT IT WAS NOTHING
BUT IT WAS AWKWARD WHEN I TALKED TO YOU
IF YOU'RE THINKING THE SAME THING THEN IS IT A NEW START FOR US?♥

I THINK IM FALLING BEHIND IN SCHOOL AGAIN,
JUST WHEN I THINK IM DOING OKAY,
I FIND OUT THAT IM ACTUALLY NOT OKAY.
SCHOOL LIFE, SCHOOL PEOPLE, EVERYTHINGS CHANGING NOW.
WHEN YOU THOUGHT YOU KNEW SOMEONE SO WELL,
AND THEY TURN AWAY FROM YOU, BECOME SOMEONE YOU DONT KNOW,
WHAT DO YOU DO?

'CAUSE YOU'RE EVERYWHERE TO ME
AND WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES ITS YOU I SEE
YOU'RE EVERYTHING THAT I KNOW THAT MAKES ME BELIEVE'

16junO8

2008-06-16T21:46:00.000+10:00

~SO ITS BEEN ALMOST FOUR YEARS AND ALL IVE DONE IS PUSH YOU AWAY, AND NOW WHEN I NEED YOU, WHEN I WANT YOU, YOU'RE NOT HERE, IVE MISSED ALL THE OPPORTUNITIES THAT COULD'VE BEEN USED TO MAKE IT UP TO YOU. NOW I REALISE HOW MUCH YOU REALLY MEAN TO ME, HOW MUCH IVE OVERLOOKED. COME BACK PLEASE? ~♥

LAST GAME OF THE SEASON- BASKETBALL, TO GET INTO SEMIS WE HAD TO WIN THIS GAME, BUT VERSING THE TEAM THATS WINNING? WE CAME 5TH OVERALL, WE WERE CLOSE.

IM TIRED AND I DONT KNOW WHO I AM ANYMORE.

X

sunday morning.

2008-06-15T04:00:00.000+10:00

wow its only 11 am and ive done so much.

the pool this morning was extra cold.

not as inviting as it was 2 weeks ago.

i still havent started doing my vd book.

which, fellow vd'ers, its due tomorrow.

想你有時會缺氧
臉紅呼吸不正常 .

'theres nothing like that feeling when i look into your eyes'.

blogspot

2008-06-14T14:37:00.000+10:00

ah, so this is blogspot aye.
the thing that everyone seems to have.

vd and textiles crap due soon.
should start.