I REMEMBER WHEN IT WAS THAT YEAR, THOSE DAYS IN THAT YEAR WHEN I WENT TO SLEEP KNOWING HE WAS THERE WHEN I FELL ASLEEP HEARING HIS VOICE WHEN I FELL ASLEEP LISTENING TO HIM SING
I MISS THOSE DAYS, I REALLY DO,
BUT I DO THANK HIM FOR THE MEMORES I THANK HIM FOR LOVING ME UNCONDITIONALLY
AND I APOLOGISE, I REALLY DO,
FOR HURTING HIM SO BAD, FOR TAKING HIM FOR GRANTED,
I HOPE YOU'LL FIND HAPPINESS AND IM SORRY,
IM SORRY I LOVE YOU. ♥
xx signed off at 7:41 PM
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
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YEAH, I MOVED ON, BUT I DONT KNOW HOW, I CAME BACK, I WENT BACK, BACK TO MISSING YOU, BACK TO LOVING YOU.
AND I WONDER, I WONDER WHAT HES DOING NOW, MAYBE HES THINKING ABOUT ALL THE MEMORIES WE HAD, MAYBE HES MISSING ME TOO MAYBE HE FORGAVE ME,
BUT THATS JUST MAYBE.
'PLEASE JUST DONT PLAY WITH ME, MY PAPER HEART WILL BLEED'
BUT MY PAPER HEART ALREADY TORE IN HALF
HE REALLY IS GONE,
BUT I JUST WANT TO LET HIM KNOW,
YES DEAR, I LOVE YOU, I DO.
xx signed off at 10:28 AM
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
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YOU'RE MAKING IT SO MUCH HARDER, AND YOU KNOW IT. IS IT SOME GAME YOU'RE TRYING TO PLAY? ARE YOU DOING IT ON PURPOSE, TO MAKE ME FEEL SO MUCH WORSE FOR WHAT I DID TO YOU?
BUT ITS OK, IM GETTING THERE, AT TIMES WHEN I EXPECT MYSELF TO THINK OF YOU, I DONT. YOU SEE, YOU'RE SLOWLY FADING. SO PLEASE, HELP ME FORGET YOU.
xx signed off at 4:33 PM
Saturday, September 6, 2008
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CAUSE I BELIEVE 那幸福不滅的定律 你的手心 不一定要由我握緊 就像恆星 總會有發光的原因 AND I BELIEVE 你值得被珍惜 也值得我放棄
CAUSE I BELIEVE THAT HAPPINESS DOESNT HAVE AN ENDING, I DONT HAVE TO BE THE ONLY ONE TO HOLD YOUR HAND, JUST LIKE A STAR, THERES ALWAYS A REASON TO SHINE. AND I BELIEVE YOU DESERVE TO BE CHERISHED AND WORTH ME GIVING UP.
-CAUSE I BELIEVE- 罗志祥
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AND IM FINDING HARD TO FORGET ABOUT US, I NEED A REASON TO GIVE YOU UP, SO BABY TELL ME, TELL ME YOU'VE FORGOTTEN AND HELP ME LET GO.
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ALSDJKFLSKDF CAMP ON MONDAY!
HANKYUNG <33
xx signed off at 12:50 PM
Sunday, August 17, 2008
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我的眼终于失去 你的脸
明天 或许来不及变 但曾经走过的昨天 越来越远
就在放开手的瞬间 爱撕成两边
MY EYES HAVE FINALLY LOST SIGHT OF YOUR FACE.
TOMORROW MAY BE TOO LATE TO CHANGE, BUT THE YESTERDAY THAT WE WALKED TOGETHER IS BECOMING FURTHER AND FURTHER AWAY.
THE MOMENT WE LET GO OUR HANDS THE LOVE WE HAD WAS SPLIT IN TWO.
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THE YESTERDAY THAT WE SHARED REALLY IS GROWING FURTHER AND FURTHER AWAY. ITS SO FAR AWAY NOW THAT I BARELY REMEMBER, BARELY REMEMBER THOSE DAYS WHEN ALL I NEEDED WAS YOU TO MAKE MY DAY, WHEN YOU WOULD DO EVERYTHING I LIKED JUST TO MAKE ME SMILE.
BUT I REMEMBER CLEARLY THE DAYS WHEN I PUSHED YOU AWAY THE DAYS WHEN I IGNORED YOU, I REMEMBER HOW I TORE YOU TO PIECES. AND SO NOW I HOPE THE NEXT GIRL YOU FIND WILL USE HER LOVE TO MEND YOU BACK. AND IM SORRY, REALLY IM SORRY.
IM SORRY I LOVE YOU.
xx signed off at 3:53 PM
Friday, July 25, 2008
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미안하다, 사랑한다◦
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IM SORRY OKAY, IM SO FUCKING SORRY THAT IM NOT EVERYTHING I USED TO BE,
THAT THE THINGS YOU USED TO SEE IN ME
DONT EXIST ANYMORE.
IM SORRY, I FUCKING LOVE YOU.
YES, I KNOW I TOLD YOU I DIDNT WANT YOU,
BUT I STILL WANT YOU, I STILL NEED YOU.
ALTHOUGH NOW, THE THOUGHTS OF YOU ARE SLOWLY FADING.
WHEN I LOOK AROUND, I GET REMINDED OF YOU.
THE KEYCHAINS ON MY PHONE; THE TOY ON MY BED;
THE SHOES; THE SHIRT; YOUR CONSTANT APPEARANCE.
BUT REALLY THE MEMORIES WE HAD ARE FADED.
BECAUSE WE'RE NOTHING.
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HANKYUNG EUNHYUK
ILOVEHANKYUNGSOFUCKINGMUCH<3 BUT EUNHYUK IS COMING NEAR.
xx signed off at 8:18 PM
Sunday, July 20, 2008
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'ONCE YOU SAID THAT I WAS YOUR FAVOURITE, BUT IS IT JUST LIKE ON YOUR COMPUTER, AM I JUST ANOTHER ONE OF YOUR 'MY FAVOURTIES' IF YOU LIKE THEN YOU'D KEEP IT, BUT IF YOU DONT THEN YOU'D DELETE IT?'
NOW DEAR, LET ME ASK YOU.
DID YOU DELETE ME ALREADY?
X__________________________ OPPOSITE WAY- LEELAND
LIVING IN THE SAME TOWN FOR ALL THESE YEARS DOING THE SAME OLD THINGS HANGING WITH THE SAME CROWD AND ITS STARTING TO GET CRIPPLING YOU'VE NEVER FELT IN PLACE AND YOU TELL YOURSELF ITS ALL OKAY BUT SOMETHINGS DIFFERENT TODAY YOU WANT TO RUN THE OPPOSITE WAY.
AND IT SEEMS LIKE YOU'RE LOCKED IN A CAGE AND YOU NEED TO FIND A WAY OF ESCAPE WHEN EVERYONES SETTING THE PACE ITS OKAY TO RUN THE OPPOSITE WAY.
THE FATHER SENT HIS SON DOWN THE LIGHT OF MEN THE CROSS HE BORE WAS CRIPPLING REJECTED IN HIS OWN TOWN THEY COULDNT SEE THE SUN SHINING HE KNELT IN THE GARDEN AND PRAYED FATHER, LET THIS CUP PASS FROM ME. ITS NOT YOUR WILL FOR ME TO STAY YOUR WILL FOR ME IS THE OPPOSITE WAY.
AND IT SEEMED LIKE HE WAS LOCKED IN A CAGE. AND HE COULDNT FIND A WAY OF ESCAPE BUT THROUGH THE CROSS HE CONQUERED THE GRAVE MY JESUS RAN THE OPPOSITE WAY.
OH AND THROUGH THE CROSS HE CONQUERED THE GRAVE OH, HE RAN THE OPPOSITE WAY. YEAH THROUGH THE CROSS HE CONQUERED THE GRAVE SO YOU COULD RUN THE OPPOSITE WAY. _________X
ALSKDJFL;FUCKLASKDF I JUST MISSED AN SJ-M THING ON TV.